Friends,

Last week I had a chance to visit Jaipur while returning from Delhi. The travel from delhi to Jaipur by road was pathetic. Complete road was dug up to expand. It seems government agencies don't plan properly. Adding fuel to fire was the continuous rain during the journey which chilled the weather. But overall such trips give chance to meet all the near and dear ones who are quite old and struggling with their lives. I pray to god for well being of all these people who have created us and cared for us to grow. They inculcated the good habits and thoughts in mind which helped in living life quite smoothly. Whenever I meet these elderly people I notice some distance making me feel guilt of moving away from them just for the better career. I fail to understand whether it was good or bad decision to do so some 20 years ago. Was it their mistake to guide and help me for if her studies and opening my vision to move to different locations for better career.  But it is irreversible now and except repentance nothing is left. They suffer because they are left alone now and we suffer because we are helpless. Whenever, new generation boys and girls ask me guidance  for better career, moving to different locations is common feature. Parents feel happy that their kids are growing and developing but I personally feel that soon every one would feel the repercussions . 

Such things gives more pain when these elderly people pass thru health issues and we feel helplessness. Probably this is the life and sooner or later every one would feel the pinch of this. Today sitting at home  this Saturday evening such thoughts are really troubling and hence thought of. Sharing with all of you and this helps me in relaxing.

CP